What a day!

I tell you what, sometimes life can be funny. There for a while it seemed like having a good day was never gonna happen for me. I mean, it was just one bad day after another and I couldn't figure out what to do about it. I was at the end of my rope and had no where to go. And then all of a sudden things started getting better and looking up. I realized one day that when you are at the end of your rope you have two options, you can either let go, or start climbing back up. Well, lets just say that I have never been one for giving up so I figured it was time to start working my way back up. I have always heard and believed that when you have a bad day it is because God has something really good coming for you and the devil is trying to get you down before you have a chance to receive it, and the past two weeks have been the perfect example of it I suppose. I have realized that your day can only be bad if you allow it to be, and I was definetely allowing it to be. I was letting the devil get the best of me by telling me that I was a bad wife, and a bad mother, and the bad thing is that I was believing every word of it. But there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I always tell my husband when he is in a bad mood that if the world looks dark and crappy maybe you need to pull your head out of your rearend. And I suppose its time I take my own advice. Things are only as bad as you make them and althoughI may have a bad day occasionally, the good things definetely outweigh the bad. I guess everybody has days like this, although when you are having them it feels like you are the only one in the world that is having them. But the good news is that I have found the light at the end of the tunnel and things are much prettier when they are in that light. I guess that this blog probably doesnt make much sense, but I am sure everybody will know where I am coming from. I suppose I need to end this now, it is time for me to go enjoy life, yet again. Until next time, god bless, and I love you all.